my KAMPAR life.

date: 25.5.09~~27.5.09

MY KAMPAR LIFE

I shift to kampar at 25.5.09.

its 2pm wif my family members..

dadi, mimi, sis, cousin n sure her baby in her body.

tats a hot dae. cant witstand.

thy help mii settle al d tgs.

i felt hapi cz i can start my new journey.

i felt sad cz i nid 2 leave my family.

although jst few days.

but still mizz them. i din cry. but little tears jst appear.

little little of it oli.

i spend alotz hapi dae wif al my LIA'S hsemate.

which included karlin, yanye, wilsonGG, hongzai, wengfei, eric.

hapi. v went dinner 2gtr 4 d 1st dae.

rainy dae but still hapi in d rain n sweet under d umbrella.

"u can stand under my umbrella, ella, ella, eh eh eh.."

play PIKACHU game. ==""

2nd dae, v hav well prepare ourself 4 d orentation.

swt== but tat orentation memang crowded.

but al ppl jst RUSH thr 2 take UTAR "yap" t'shirt n fail.

sure oso over id card.

memang ppl said us TWINS.

wif my bb PUMA n NIKE.

3rd dae. the dae without her. hu tats?? sure KARLIN.

she went hum jor.

jst left mii n yanyee.

v will live her orentation life 4 her oso.

sweet family pic b4 skul.

finally v meet each other. hang in d same room.

THINGS HAD GONE.

CAN I FEEL LURB AGAIN???

somethin tat very important 2 mii had gone.
wats tat? im not tat sure?? will it b lurb? i reli don know.
no1 can surely answer mii tiz question not even myself.
im going 2 study n stay far away from him.
he wen dinner lase nyte. but v still meet after his dinner.
v wen mcd 2 buy choc ice-cream.
i cant feel any choc taste or sweet taste.
the oli thing i can taste on is my tears.
i cried. not bcz of im going 2 leave.
i cried just bcz he never trust mi.
not even TRUST mii at all..
he said everything will change whn i going uni.
he said whn he nid mii the most im not beside of him.
whn he nid some1 2 accompany him 2 eat or shopping
im not beside of him...
izit my fault?
i dy tried my best 2 gib him everythings.
but those things still happen..
he bring away all my happiness.
he bring away all my hope.
not even leave mii a piece of lurb.
but jst left mii tears n sadness.
i felt tired.
but i will still go on.
tats wat foxy had made promise wif cowy.
PROMISE IS A PROMISE.
i will still try my best 2 stay wif u.
until d dae u wana let go my hand.
i hav lost myself twice in my lifetime.
i felt empty n dump myself into a bad situation.
i don wan 2 fall bk again.
i will get back ,yself soon.
jst a little moment.
everything will turn bak 2 normal.
i will still live my life.

sweet TRIP

date: 20.5.2009

time: 2pm-11.30pm

location: penang

v suddenly plan 2 go thr. jst bcz of his bdae. tiz is d 1st bdae v spend 2gtr. reli hapii. he bought mi

a white skirt. an our lucky shin chan. mwuahx. i reli gt it. wif our luck.

mii n cowy

penang sea.

Queensbay.

illy lurb josephine

bdae.

19.5.2009. still gt 1 day 2 go. tats his bdae. v celebrate it 2gtr. but tats not wat v wish. v plan 2 go penang. im d 1 hu spoilt d promise. i did it. i broke it. at last he still 4gib mii bout tat. tats the 1st bdae v spend 2gtr. ILLY LOVE JOSEPHINE. v went thr 4 ice cream, caremel, tiramissu. its

sweet.

illy love josephine

GOTONG-ROYONG dae.

LIA'S ATTENTION.

date: 15.5.2008

time: 11am-6pm ( 7 hours)

human being included: eQing, sharon, yanyee, wilsonGG, hong zai, wing fei, eRic, john.

mission: clean our new "LIA" family d hse.

hahax.. v reli did our job ystd owhx. v clean our new hse. although tats v v dirty. reli tak tau last time d 3 boys how can survive in such condition n situation. tats wat appear in mii n karlin mind. swt. b4 v start our journey, v went 2 新源隆 4 breakfast owhx. swt. im the 1st hu reach thr..

so wei ni. kekex. thn v start our journey to kampar. the 1st station v stop is TESCO. jst drop by thr n melawat lawat ja. finally v start 2 clean our LIA hse jor. freaking tired owhx. beh tahan.thx karlin 4 bringing mii the mask. mwuahx. thx yanyee 4 cleaning wif us. thx wilson, hongzai, wingfei, eric, john 4 helping each other 2 build tiz big big family. "LIA'S FAMILY".

MASK GAL.. DON MOVE.

our future room..

our big LIA family..

from 3rd roll: wilsonGG, john, hongzai

from 2nd roll: eric, wingfei

the 1st roll: eQing, karlin, yanyee

apa dah happen 2 us??

BEACH DAE without BIKINI.

hahax. i went beach near lumut wif my family members such as dadi, mumi, sisy, n bro. tiz is a wonderful dae 4 mii owhx. cz v long time nvr spend our time 2gtr jor. swt. home swet home.

like a turtle. TURTLE ISLAND.

wat a gud posture?? wif my VINCCI blackies.

farewell 4 JUNYI bro..

muahahax. 2dae v wen bbQ at a shop jst right oppesite of tesco extra. so sweet la. somemore v watch a movie named "sell out" b4 v go 4 bbQ. so swt =.=" the movie reli extremely cool.. beh tahan. keep singing song de leh.. so funnii. inseide the cinema oli gt 3 gangs of human. SO SO SO few. 2dai i dy intro him 2 all my frenz. so swt.. they jst keep laughing oli. nothing but still smile. huhu.. my lurby brother going 2 leave us n go 4 matrix study. although not seh dak. but still dang him happii. congrates. V WIL MIZ U, JUNYI..

our big gang.. but lens v v oily.

TIRED

HUHU. dy tired 4 the c2p badminton match. freaking+damn tired. beh tahan. =.="" muhahahax.
but i can slp well last nyte. nothing 2 think wif. somumore i wen 2 play swing at nyte wif KF after tong shui. star n moon were ryte on top of my head. they keep shining and blinking 2 mii. reli so happiii. huhu. at last i wen hum at 12am. swt.. very tired n slpy.

its like my zz.. (zizi)

RAINBOW had appear

OMG. we quarrel again laz nyte.. v hang there until 3.30am. so late. i dy v v tired after whole day. muahahax. just watching crayon shin chan. my favourite show.but at last we know wats going on. n v can settle+handle it. everything between foxy n cowy jst go bak normal.. rainbow had appear once again between foxy n cowy. i will try my best 2 keep tiz moment..














muahahax. 2dae i went BADMINTON MATCH wif my frenz--- junyi, wilson GG,min ein, yanngee, hongzai, wingfei, and another xxx guys. swt.. =.= their match extremely geng owhx.. i reli cant beat down. pui fu pui fu. kena ask them 2 b my sifu. huhu.. 2dae v nvr take photo. sob sob.. mayb my look v v dugh neh. i reli felt so renew now. maybe after sweating owhx.
but the thing i get 2dae is happiness n sure TIRED TIRED TIRED.. yeah. v r planning 2 go water fall main water neh.. hope can go thr soon. hong zai deceide de.. swt. my lurby yanyee wen hum dy. then v go 4 lunch after badminton match. hahax.. i reli appreciate my gang accompany mii 2dae. i felt more happii wif u all. kena go oioi dy. mwuahx.. nytezz.

BAD hair dae.

huhu. i m in a v v bad hair situation ystd. everythings seems getting wrong in tis day.becaus of him?? or other c2p reasons. but it dy bring mii down for the whole dae. he got his own career. i know he cant accompany mii all the time. just let mii express 4 a liitle moment. let mii act like a child jst a little while. i know i shouldnt b so childish. i knw. but let mii b tat jst 4 a day. i will be well soon.
i will return to my life again. wif smile. laugh. happii.













i wake up in the early mrng. everythings still beside of mii. my family, my bearbears,and sure you.thank god i never lost one of tiz.
but don knw why i cant slp at nyte. n don knw y my tears keep flowing out. izit i 2 happii or sad?
but tats not important dy. i still live my life.i never blame.no matter how, i will still continue my journey. my whole new uni life. im coming.

FUTURE seems so BLURR 2 mii n him.

Foxy.

there are another 16 days 4 me 2 go utar and startmy whole new life there. its seems quite tempting 4 mii. cz i can learn alot of things there n meet alot of people. but the distance between foxy n cowy will get farther? will it be that cruel? i reli don know whether my decision is ryte or not. but i still nid 2 do so. thats hard 2 maintain n keep a distnce relationship. can i do so? do i have the ability to maintain it? its still a big big big challenge 4 mii.. will cowy wait me 4 going 4 years? muahahax. i reli don know owhx. but what can i do is try my best 2 maintain it until 4ever. ^.^ hahax. start from last nyte i keep listening 2 songs. sarah conner " love is blind" and taylor "white horse" .. its a wonderful song 4 me at that moment. confusing moment? thats all i can do now is appreciate what i get. sometimes i reli nid a shoulder beside of mii. just a little moment. hahax."my frens shoulder" is just ryte beside mii 4ever. KARLIN. hu is owiz beside mii. in the other hand. sure gt a gurl named YANYEE. sure ryte beside mi n bring mii happiness.
mwuahx. i lurb u all. frenrox 4ever.

sweet wedding

muahahax. long time never text at my blog.. last nyte was karfee's sister wedding dinner nyte.
i have been invited to attend it.. i saw the bride. she look so pretty n gorgeous. thats what people said that every girl will be the most pretty in the world when they get married with the guy they like. i saw it man times in my life which included my cousins eevon, ainee, tuckwei, weihong..

they look so happii at that nyte.. the nyte just special 4 them.. once in a life time.. so sweet.

the things that make me feel most surprise is i have been invited to sit at the main dinner table..

OMG.. really surprised me.. but this was the proven that how important am i 2 him..

thank god that i found him. tiz is my dinner look..