Officially Breakup

15.1.2010, Friday. Its an heartbroken day for me. It will be the day that i will never forget in the future. 21.4.2009, Tuesday. Its the happiest day for me. It will also be the day that i will never forget in my lifetime. 15.1.2009 I hope that i can really forget this "day". The day that i breakup with him, with my cowy, with mr. heng. I really can't do anything to hold u back. Maybe two of u are really too prefect, too sweet. And sure 2 of you deserve happiness. And not me and you. Really don know i cried for how many times for this few days. You will never know how much i love you, how much i care you. Its already 9 months time, u with her just 1 month or more than that, i really don know. U already love her 3 out of 10 in ur heart. I really freaking disappointed. Really get hurt A deep hurt..... Just because i love you, i chose to let go of you, chose not to stand between two of you. Friday night, its the longest night in this 18 years. I really never sleep for the whole night since we discuss it. OMG, And the following day will be wilson birthday. Really freaking exhausted. Really tired with it. I really need someone to hold me now, i really need some1 to support me now. I scared i can't stand up anymore. Please, i really need energy at this moment, i need a shoulder now. Because im crying now. Sleeping Pills is the only thing that make me fall asleep this few days. Hope that i can get use with it. Goodbye, cowy&foxy.....

thanks for my family,
thanks for my friends,
for supporting me.
sorry for making u all disappointed.