DRUNK

feels like wana update my blog for long long time.
i did type a post entitled "our SWEET trip"
but i never post it up.
it seems like im dreaming.
never sweet at all since sunday.
things going against me.
that night we went out.
we argue in the car,
he compared me to other girls.
he said that i cant even guai guai stay at house for a single day.
he said i will never answer HIS questions.
its hard for me to answer it.
i have never been ask my some1 like this before.
did u ever think about my feeling??
how u want me to answer u??
i really don know how to answer it.
u just angry.
u just said im the 1 killing ur mood.
u just leave me.
u just said "go home"
he not even want to talk it more.
im just crying all the night.
i have long long long time never cry in the dark.
this is the 1st time after many many nights.

break up is not the best way.
i did.
i know.
but i have no choice.
i scared of being hurt anymore.
u said sticker can buy again.
how bout ur love??
can u buy it again??
u cant answer me.
that thing meant lots to me.
but u just said"THIS CAN BUY AGAIN"
seems like no such big deal for u .
maybe im not that important to u.
don know.
answer just deep in ur heart.
until this moment.
u still don know what m i looking for.
tired...
hope can get well soon~~

看着我离去的背影，

你并没有想要挽留。

让我离开，

是你的选择吗？？

希望不是。