i hav start a whole new jouney wif u.

ntg had change. everythings still maintain.

i still b the one 4 u.

1st, i nid 2 thankz al my frenx,

which included : karlin, yanyee, wilson, eric, hong zai, wing fei, wai keat, kayxing, mic, jason, kevin, shan, bull, andrewK..
: my family, eyin, mimi n sure shiau u all.

i have b bak myself.

i have become tougher than yesterday.

i will b more mature.

but can u let mii b child sumtimes..?

i hope u can yang yang mii more.

last nyte u had make an old promise wif mii again.

"we promise each other not 2 quarrel again, okae?"

i hope tis promise can get longer n older.

will it b?

or jst let it be.

i will apperciate the day v spend 2gtr.

i will enjoy all tiz moment.

hope u will find our foxy soon.

mwuahx. lurb al of u guys.


my tutorial class. mass comm. writing story.

i dram tiz whn i miss u in d class.

accounting class.

mii n kay kay.

my huggy sister. yanyee.

im cuming 2 u.. my lurby karlin.

whole hum look.

shinny gals.

i hugged u. cowy.

tats wat he bought mii 4 our dairy.
miss zizi lotz lotz.

our sushi dream.

the things v owiz eat.

u bought mii my ginger cookies man.
u brought mii bak my happiness.
u brought mii bak everything.

tiz "cowy+foxy" dairy.

他又在生气我了吗？

那天过后，我们见面了。

但是感觉很陌生。

你牵着我的手，但是我却把他给甩开了。

我很怕，因为我怕你把我当成了她。

我不是她。

我是我。

你现在抱着的是我而不是她，你懂吗？

我真的很害怕，很迷茫。

我不懂自己是不是影子。

看着你为我留下泪。

我的心很痛。

但是这一切都太快了。

来不及回神，我们又吵架了。

这几晚来，我都没有睡好。

因为你吗？？

独自在半夜哭泣。眼睛很红肿。

就连妈妈看见了也劝我放弃。

我真的不想放开你。

很不想很不想。

就让我在任性一次。

就那么一次。

我不再想那么多了。

只希望这一切是个梦，希望能快点苏醒。

这两天我真的很安心。

因为有我的家人们陪我去槟城散散心。

这可说是真的旧地重游。

看看那些我们一起经过的建筑物，

看看那个我们一起走过的沙滩，

看看我们曾经一起吃过的小贩中心。

槟城真的有很多属于我们两个的回忆。

回想起那时真的甜甜的。

未来是否会再有？

到了入夜，眼睛依然开着。

依然无法入睡。

心里想着的都是你。

拿起了电话，不断地打了许许多多的信息。

希望可以发给你。

但是到了最后还是悬着了删除它。

因为我真的没有那个勇气了。

说好了的东西，又变了。

让我的心很灰，很灰，很灰了。

就让我好好的休息。

就那一下下就好了。

SPECIAL CASES: *i will post up d pic i capture frm penang next time. its all about culture things which onli can found in penang*

我哭了，他也不再理我了

这次我真的哭了，眼泪真的流了下来。

我不停的压抑自己。

好让自己不再哭。

但是那该死的眼泪还是不停地留下。

我不明白你到底是什么意思。

你只是说你很不适合我，不能陪我，不能给我幸福。

我真的得到了，得到了我想要的。

但是你偏偏要把它夺回。

说着说着眼泪又留下了。

你答应我不会把我的手缷下。

但是还没到达终点你就把我丢下了。

让我自己一个在黑暗流泪。

现在陪着我的就只有黑暗，眼泪，悲伤，遗憾。

心在淌血，泪在流。

什么都不重要了。

可能我和你的距离实在太远了。

很远很远。。。

就连你的背影也看不见了。

可能我真的不够你以前的女朋友好。

我不能像他那样陪你。

你说你真的很不适合我。

你懂什么叫适合吗？？

你只懂得说我回去找别的男生。

你懂我正真要什么？？

你不懂。

距离远了。

想法不同了。

爱没有了。

它休息了。

离开我了。

泪也流干了。

就让我活在你与我的回忆。

我很累了。

很累，很累，很累。。

我痴痴地看着电话，希望他能找我。

希望幻灭了。

荧幕白白的。

没有显示什么。

什么都结束了。

告别了吗？？

我不想，也不愿。

可以吗？

lurb had EXPIRED.

THINGS HAD GONE.
LURB HAD EXPIRED.
EVERYTHINGS HAD CHANGED.

i had realised tat love will reli expired at last.

no matter wat those ppl had promise.

they cant fulfill tat.

they leave us sadness, tears...

long long time ago, there was a gurl who belive in love.

but her dream had broke up in an afternoon.

she received a new.

her lurby prince died in an accident.

tears never drop at tat moment.

she become speechless 4 few days.

she scared, fear, not dare 2 cry out.

at last, she cried after 8 months.

she cried untill cant even stop.

she realize everythings had gone.

ntg left 4 her. just an earing, keychain n memory.

love had gone. n left behind of tiz gal.

can she find her lurb again??

yes. she did.

but everything seems stranger 2 her.

she met cowy..

her lurb story had begin.

start from zero.

cowy was not the shadow 2 foxy.

p/s:may GOD bless all the gals wont left behind by LURB.

hope yanyee can stand up again n face up.

v will owiz behind of her n gid her support jst as wat thy did 2 mii.

v will lend u our shoulder.

v will cry 2gtr wif u.

she had decide 2 make a tattoo. finally, she gt it.

eddie is in my heart. he is my best brother.

eddie's devil.

im sori. tats wat i wana tel u.
i knw i shouldn't b tat. SORI.
tats the oli word i can said 2 u.

i have lost my happiness since last time.
some1 can find 4 mii..

gud emo shot after our claz.
model: yanyee,eqing,wilson.
location: utar blok D

KAMPAR life

kampar HOTTY school day.

1st dae 2 skul.
-2dae i wen 2 school with karlin 4 d 1st day.
she is d 1 who wake mii up.
=.= swt. but its reli quite tiring 2 go 2 school again.


i had prepare 2 start my KAMPAR UNI run.


mii n karlin on shot b4 skul.

2nd dae.
huhu. iu cant wake up 2dae.
although the c2p alarm "RIGHT ROUND" also cant wake mii up.
at last karlin was d 1 waked up by my alarm.
n she wake mii up at sharp 6am.
but i fall sleep again n finally wake up at 7am.
swt ==.
hong zai was d 1 who fetch mii 2 school.
hahax. thx him lotz lotz.


v are in ddk1. attending computer study.